Result day.

So today is results day, and I can't help but hope that I fail. yes, fail. because basically i was an idiot and lost my accommodation and stuff for university and I'm too much of a coward to ring up and ask them to let me not go but when I logged into the ucas track system at around sevenish in the morning to my great horror I had gotten the grades to get in. and yeah I am happy to know that I'm not a total retard if I can be clever enough to get into uni but honestly, when I got to school and opened the brown envelope which had my grades in my heart sank right to the floor. I got two C's and a D. How utterly crappy is that??? ok to be fair I know I could have worked harder but if I try and pass the blame onto someone else I blame the government. it's there fault. because when you really think about it they set the legal drinking age to 18 so while we were meant to be at home making notes and slowly dying over impossible coursework we spend our time going out enjoying the freedom and happiness that certain substances bring once you reach 18. You'd think they'd set the age to a year when important life changing exams arn't taking place, like when you're...... 14? maybe?
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