Flash back

So I'm lying in bed trying to sleep. When all these freaking bad memories keep popping into my head. Like memories of my evil art teacher who was appropriatly named mr Dix. Ok so I don't think he was a bad person just very short tempered, very confusing and very sarcastic, and those sorts of personalitiies just clash way to much with people like me. Me being shy, mousey and the kind of person to just go along with whatever is said. and bad memories of my maths teacher who was just pure evil full stop. A crabbyold man with wrinkly skin, and don't get me started on my old English techer. She hated me from day one because I called her a bitch to my friend holly when we were passing notes andshe happened to take the note off me and read it but in my deffense the only reason I called her a bitch was because she had moved me to sit in between two boys who were mucking around so I would break them up, if that makes sense? Which is totally unfair because a. I hadn't done anything wrong to deserve being moved away from my friends. B. What was a shy pathetic little girl like myself going to do stop the boys from mucking round, I mean I'm hardly an inpeniterable Forirce feild. And C. it just wasn't fucking fair. Excuse my language. Anyway from that day on she treated me like I was some sort of psycho student with behavor problems. Grrrrrr at her. She nearly ruined my love for English.
Anyway gotta go. Apologies for any spelling mistakes. Using my new iPhone to type thing and the keyboard and screen is a bit small, and icant be bothered to go check everything over. Do it when I get my pc back :)
over and out.
I'm cool!

Snow day

I have a bit of a Love Hate relation ship with snow.

I love the fact that it meant work was closed today.

Hate that it really cuts down my Matt time. The walk to work, before I was told it was shut, was really quite beautiful, I'll try and work out how you can add pictures here:

I think that worked, if you can't see them just picture a very snowy road.

also, me and jack, mostly jack built a snowman. when I say me and jack, I mean jack built it all, and I put the scarf on it:

its a bit annoying putting pictures here, it keeps messing up all the text.

woah

Hello people.

Right so I won't apologies for not blogging, well maybe I will, but if you think about, and i mean really think about it its actually your fault I haven't blogged much.

maybe not. fine whatever I take the blame. I am a lazy ass. full stop. so sorry.

I'm running out of what to put here now.

quick run down of whats happened since I last wrote to you.

1. I deferred a year from uni.

2. I got a part time job in a shoe shop

3. I went on holiday to blackpool.

4. I took over pluto and now have a very succesful buisness growing space bananas.

Guess which one I made up?

Have you ever read diary of a crush by sarra Manning?

I have. quite a lot. and as much as I don't want to admit it, i felt like crying a little bit when i finished because diary of a crush is one of those books where i get really connected to the characters and hate it what I can't read about them anymore. It's like saying goodbye to a good friend, but different because the characters don;t exist and you can't phone them up in a few weeks and ask them how things are.

In sarra's blag she wrote how she imagined Edie and dylan (the main characters) to be frozen in time from when the book ends. and that breaks my heart a little bit imagine them just stuck there, in the big scary world, actually I won't tell you whats going on in the end, just go get the book and read it for yourself. Or should I say go and get the books, because it's a trilogy.

anyway must dash, gots some sims to play :D

try and talk later (y)

oh god, I just did the thumbs up y in brackets thing, what sort of internet geek am i? I hardly ever go on msn anymore anyway so it's not like that makes sense to me really, and if you ask me it looks more like a bum that thumbs up. (Y). butt crack!!!!!

xxxx

Result day.

So today is results day, and I can't help but hope that I fail. yes, fail. because basically i was an idiot and lost my accommodation and stuff for university and I'm too much of a coward to ring up and ask them to let me not go but when I logged into the ucas track system at around sevenish in the morning to my great horror I had gotten the grades to get in. and yeah I am happy to know that I'm not a total retard if I can be clever enough to get into uni but honestly, when I got to school and opened the brown envelope which had my grades in my heart sank right to the floor. I got two C's and a D. How utterly crappy is that??? ok to be fair I know I could have worked harder but if I try and pass the blame onto someone else I blame the government. it's there fault. because when you really think about it they set the legal drinking age to 18 so while we were meant to be at home making notes and slowly dying over impossible coursework we spend our time going out enjoying the freedom and happiness that certain substances bring once you reach 18. You'd think they'd set the age to a year when important life changing exams arn't taking place, like when you're...... 14? maybe?
xxx

Back for now

Hello, internet? is that what it's called? sheeesh I've not been around here for so long I'm not really sure what to do. I've just been swamped, with unimportant things, ok slightly important, but still. I promise that once all this work is out of the way I will be around much more and be a lot more interesting, well I can't promise that but i will try and be around more. I have to go to work now, which is cool, I get paid to watch TV. :D okay maybe not, i get paid to babysit. but they go to bed quite early *touch wood* then I just sit and watch television. yay.

bye all, until next time. x

Sunday

Eh? what happened to my last post?

I'm pretty sure I wrote a long one about Bolt 3D and some other stuff I can't really remember.

Oh well.

I can almost guarantee that it wasn't very interesting.

I slept in today until nearly 1pm, oops.

didn't mean to, it just happened.

I had a scary dream about moving house and the house being haunthed and then waking up thinking yay I'm home :)

right now I'm off to do one of two things

1) Make a video

2) Try and save a video that some reason WON'T save :(

xx

Saturday

yay I'm back, I couldn't login in awhile because I forgot my e-mail address... just because I used my other one to make this account and I kept forgetting, right, very quick update because I'm going out in a minute to see BOLT 3D whoo hoo hmm, I actually Have noting to update... so I'll just work on making my profile more presentable and stuffs Hannah